No Confidence

Seriously!

I don't have any confidence with myself

I don't even believe in myself

What I am actually for?

I am INSECURE

I'm not confident with whatever I did

This is me!

Why?

Because I'm AFRAID

I'm afraid of others' perceptions towards what I'm doing

Especially when I was given  chances to talk

Like in Susan class

I feel afraid to speak 

In fact, I'm trembling

Because I'm not confident with myself

Because I'm not good like others

Because when I speak, it isn't what I'm meant to 

So, I rather prefer to be passive

So, it is good to just zip my mouth

But WATCH OUT PEEPS!

Dont be like me

You all should be better than me                                       

Far better than me

I don't know since when I lose my confidence

At birth, MAYBE

So, WHAT should I DO?

Read motivating books?

Or me, myself build my own confidence?

HOW should I DO?

Believe in myself?

I know I can do it?

Forget people's perceptions?

Sshhhh

Of all, none is valid

So what?

Ah-Ha

Seek Allah

You'll find the answer

Read Al-Quran

You're half way for it

Afraid Allah

You're not afraid of anything except Allah

You're not afraid to do anything except Allah

You're not afraid to speak in public because You're afraid of Allah

Now, you're brave

Now, you're confident

Now, you'll find your way!

Be CONFIDENT with yourself!

p/s: Let's perform our prayers early

  

MasyaAllah! Sejuk yg amat

Hr ni check suhu cuaca
dh mencecah negatif
-8 degree
Ya ampun!
ptt la sejuk smpi menggigil2
walhal dh msuk bln 2
slalunya klu dh smpi bln 2 tu winter dh nk smpi ke penghujung die la
tp kali ni berbeza sekali
Kini winter berada di kemuncaknya!
Di mana salji diramalkan akn  turun dlm masa terdekat ni
Wallahua'lam
Memandangkan suhu dh mencecah negatif n brlaku bnyk froze di jalan2 n sekeliling,
Si salju seolah olah membuat 'teaser' sebelum dirinya 'debut' =)
Salju pun ibarat seperti artis kpop yg digilai ramai jgk...hihi
Yg dinantikan oleh penduduk alam utk menikmati kehadirannya
'Teaser' kali ni mmg umphhh.... Sejuk yg amat!
Hanya menantikan 'debut' utk menghangatkan alam ini
Ye la, bla salji dh turun, cuaca x la sesejuk mcm sekarang ni
Ok, nk pasang blower skarang! =)