DOWRY WISH-LISTS!

I bet
Now is the perfect time to draft it out
The Wish-Lists for the Big Day
Even though I don't know when will be the D-Day
It doesn't matter me at all
But if God's Willing, 2013 will witness the day
Keep on praying
Amin

Alright!
Here are the wish-lists
=)



1) BOBBI BROWN Make-Up set

Although I don't wear make-ups unless I'll wear it for my future husband only

2) D&G perfume set

24/7 Fragrant

3) ALDO Pumps

Show-off to my future husband

4) COACH handbag 

Handbag for dating with my future husband

5) DKNY watch

We need a quality time 

May the wish-lists come true... Amin

-THE END-

Sesiapa yg telah berkahwin

Hadis drpd Nabi s.a.w.

"Sesiapa yg telah berkahwin di kalangan kamu
maka dia telah sempurnakan separuh dari urusan agamanya
dan hendaklah dia bertaqwa kepada Allah pada setengah atau separuh urusan agama yg selebihnya"

No Confidence

Seriously!

I don't have any confidence with myself

I don't even believe in myself

What I am actually for?

I am INSECURE

I'm not confident with whatever I did

This is me!

Why?

Because I'm AFRAID

I'm afraid of others' perceptions towards what I'm doing

Especially when I was given  chances to talk

Like in Susan class

I feel afraid to speak 

In fact, I'm trembling

Because I'm not confident with myself

Because I'm not good like others

Because when I speak, it isn't what I'm meant to 

So, I rather prefer to be passive

So, it is good to just zip my mouth

But WATCH OUT PEEPS!

Dont be like me

You all should be better than me                                       

Far better than me

I don't know since when I lose my confidence

At birth, MAYBE

So, WHAT should I DO?

Read motivating books?

Or me, myself build my own confidence?

HOW should I DO?

Believe in myself?

I know I can do it?

Forget people's perceptions?

Sshhhh

Of all, none is valid

So what?

Ah-Ha

Seek Allah

You'll find the answer

Read Al-Quran

You're half way for it

Afraid Allah

You're not afraid of anything except Allah

You're not afraid to do anything except Allah

You're not afraid to speak in public because You're afraid of Allah

Now, you're brave

Now, you're confident

Now, you'll find your way!

Be CONFIDENT with yourself!

p/s: Let's perform our prayers early

  

MasyaAllah! Sejuk yg amat

Hr ni check suhu cuaca
dh mencecah negatif
-8 degree
Ya ampun!
ptt la sejuk smpi menggigil2
walhal dh msuk bln 2
slalunya klu dh smpi bln 2 tu winter dh nk smpi ke penghujung die la
tp kali ni berbeza sekali
Kini winter berada di kemuncaknya!
Di mana salji diramalkan akn  turun dlm masa terdekat ni
Wallahua'lam
Memandangkan suhu dh mencecah negatif n brlaku bnyk froze di jalan2 n sekeliling,
Si salju seolah olah membuat 'teaser' sebelum dirinya 'debut' =)
Salju pun ibarat seperti artis kpop yg digilai ramai jgk...hihi
Yg dinantikan oleh penduduk alam utk menikmati kehadirannya
'Teaser' kali ni mmg umphhh.... Sejuk yg amat!
Hanya menantikan 'debut' utk menghangatkan alam ini
Ye la, bla salji dh turun, cuaca x la sesejuk mcm sekarang ni
Ok, nk pasang blower skarang! =)

Weariness

Tired!
Moving to and fro between Kedah & Perak is really worn out
Plus my flight back to England is juz left a few days to go
Phew!! I think I'm gonna build my muscles bcoz it does appear when I see my shoulder
Dun say I'm like the Incredible Hulk @__@


Hoho I'm no more femininity! ;)

PIMPLES!

People who recognize me
They will remember my pimples as well
Yes! u can see different types of pimples with different shapes on my face
That troubles me since ages ago
That makes me ashamed to meet people
And that I met someone who love me till now
He a.k.a Mr.A
I've ever asked him, "Why do u still love me who have fully-acne face and reddish around?"
                               "What do ur eyes see me?"

p/s: the questions above really kill... @__@
He then answered, "I love u bcoz I love Allah and Allah see me when I see u"
What a twisted sentence I would say.. =)
That makes me to think of " is our love relationship valid enough in front of Allah?"
And there goes our PLAN

To be continued...
                             

Unconsciousness

Sometimes...

My actions are not triggered by my brain, even when I'm speaking

Then a question pops into my head, " is this bcoz of unconscious mind? "

Probably, YES! 

Bcoz a thing happens when I never intend to do it

For instance, I set in my mind that I will not do that thing again

But all of sudden, I really do it without any forces or intentions

Is this unconsciousness is controlled by other forces?

I realised that the unconscious mind is influenced by satan or our passions

Unless we have strengths to overcome the forces

What are the strengths?

Definitely our IMAN !

I believe that if we secure our IMAN, 

I'm pretty sure that we can fully recharge our strengths to defend ourselves from all  those detrimental forces